Deeksha Experiences
“It has been a couple of weeks since I came to your blessed Deeksha day, and Oh what a ride it has been! Thank you so very much for that day, it has stood out like a beacon of light and a reference point to all that is happening in my life since then, and I would very much like to do another day before you leave.
I do understand everything has a purpose and that life is the great learning curve. In the end, none of it matters except to love. So I am trying not to be too attached to outcomes as much as how I can come back to my heart. The Deekaha has been and is like a solid rock of emptiness, beauty and bliss of pure self. Thank you so very much for sharing that!”
- Maggie, Perth WA
“When I first heard about Deeksha and what it can do for us my inner antenna went straight up. Having been involved in the consciousness movement for nearly 30 years my discerning ability has become pretty fine tuned. In this case it said “pay attention” and I sure am glad I did. It is hard to describe how something that can be very subtle can be so profound, but that is the case with Deeksha. How do I feel different? Sharper, more efficient and more grounded than I have felt for a long time. The thing I like about this gift from India is that it isn’t about an exalted Guru on a pedestal somewhere that I will never reach. Not at all. The fact that Bhagavan calls himself an Avatar of Enlightenment and only wants all of us to experience our own enlightenment really makes my heart sing. I can’t think of a better way to serve this beloved planet earth than to do just that. Thank you, Sakshi, for putting yourself out there and going to India to help to bring this blessed gift back home to us.”
- Rayah Rowswell, Ocean Shores
“I (Subhi) have experienced Deeksha myself, and it is, to say the least, a very powerful experience, which certainly has shifted something inside for me. I can highly recommend it.”
- Subhadro, Perth
“I am writing this the morning after my eighth Deeksha session. The transmissions themselves have all been felt quite acutely. The first time I actually felt a physical movement in my brain (which was verified by the Deeksha giver Sakshi). I journeyed very quickly to an expanded field of consciousness and surrendered totally and willingly to the grace which I recognized as being not from here, but familiar to me from previous transformative experiences I’ve had over a 25-year span. I felt surges of energy as each Deeksha giver placed their hands on my head, and finally when I lay down, I surrendered again and again to the waves of sensations flooding my body, mind and spirit. Again, I intuited that the sensations were pure streams of grace flooding my being to the core. It was very very exciting as I knew it was happening. The deep level of surrender and trust I’d come to know to be necessary to go through the doorways of eternal life, were again proving fruitful I was once again gratefully receiving the grace of God the divine initiation to God-conscious awareness of pure love. I was also aware simultaneously that corrections and purifications would start occurring afterwards the experience would be channeled into that. When I didn’t know but inevitably I knew it was how it would be. The next day I woke still intoxicated and with a little hung over feeling tired and wanting to rest. I started to notice little things were different. There had been a shedding off of thought patterns. I was going in and out of consciousness like there was a thin veil between the two worlds the normal one I knew with a me thinking and acting, and another world where I would have to stop dead in my tracks because I was being transported by this energy, this presence, this intelligence, into a place of stillness deep inside myself, where everything stopped, except wave after wave of loving energy. I literally felt like I was falling into love at these times. It would come over me at the most unusual times in the middle of a domestic task, in the supermarket. So gratefully witnessed, received and allowed. I didn’t go to work that day but felt an overwhelming urge despite my fatigue to visit my son and beautiful little granddaughter. The journey from Byron to Lismore was extraordinary in that there was no journey in the usual sense. There seemed to be no time or space involved. I was here one minute and there the next. Unlike a normal disturbing driver trance experience, this was accompanied by a feeling of awe at the apparent field I must have entered into. Time and space appeared to have collapsed. What greeted me at my son’s house was similarly profound. There was a transformation in my son, his partner and their new home. There was only love extending from me there was only love everywhere. We hugged meaningfully and deeply when I left and I was overwhelmed by the field of love that I was in. However, I had the daunting task of driving back to Byron late on a cold, dark, rainy night with me starting to feel strangely disoriented. I seemed to be unable to co-ordinate simple tasks like putting my hands on the steering wheel, or rather I could see my hands on the steering wheel but I couldn’t locate the pathway which would instruct them what to do. My heart raced, immense fear started to overtake me, and I entered a dark place in my mind where I questioned whether I had what it would take to go through enlightenment. A fearful Christine entered telling me the journey to enlightenment would be hellish and not for the faint-hearted. I sunk into despair and hopelessness. I prayed fervently all the long way home that I would be safe. Every kilometre was felt acutely and fearfully. The exact opposite to the trip over. That journey into doubt and despair over my commitment to the enlightenment process to date is the only one I’ve experienced and it didn’t last too long. I since feel that my call, my nod to God, has been received and everything required will keep gentle pace with me.
After the first deeksha experience I started reading everything I could on the internet Kiara Windrider in particular. I knew there was a phenomena happening here and I had not one moment’s hesitation in accepting its authenticity in its purest expression. Like I am tuned for recognizing spirit, and the imperative to undergo transformation at the level of mind, I surrendered immediately and trusted the intelligence of spirit to work its miracles on my egoic mind.
The one-day Deeksha session at Rainbow Hill a few days later brought a deepening of the experience of spirit working within me. I felt the house to be thick with spiritual energy when I arrived and I started to feel the energy boring into me as soon as the session started and even before the formal laying on of hands had begun. I experienced tremendous energetic currents flooding my body, including my brain, at a deep cellular level and uncontrollable jerks of my body, rapid breathing, head shaking, hand mudras, zap! Zap! Zap! All the while I was present witnessing and communicating with the energy it was a collaborative venture. I was a little fearful but received a communication of reassurance that I wouldn’t receive more voltage than I could handle. At one point in the filling up or insertion, when I felt my body temperature suddenly rise, I had the thought that I was anchoring the energy in my body. I intuited I was being flushed out purified, shaken up and I trusted it implicitly, despite the fear I would explode at one stage. Also I was acutely aware of the spectacle I must have been making as everyone else was quiet and probably deeply in a gentle communion with God! Or perhaps they were annoyingly distracted by my carryings-on. Most of this occurred before the Deeksha was actually formally given and when it was, I was calmed and reassured and left to bask in a glorious intoxication of loving awareness. There was a feeling of tremendous humility, love and gratitude for the obvious presence of spirit with us. The spirit I have always related to as the Holy Spirit of Jesus, but since Deeksha have opened up to the presence of St. Germain and finally a couple of weeks later to a very real experience of the presence of Bhagavan and Amma. Not surprisingly as I used my shakuhachi practice to learn the Invocation mantra to them the previous week and was beginning to feel a connection with them emanating from the place of my grateful heart and thankful mind.
I appreciate the solitude when I leave the deeksha sessions and I can go home and watch the integration with no distractions of the judgmental mind. The kundalini energy continued to jerk me around for a couple of weeks, the brain sometimes felt like it had been through a beating, and my head has ached for many hours. On a few occasions I have had my work day miraculously cancelled (I would have had to phone in sick anyway) and I was able to spend the day in bed, sleeping deeply between the intense purifications. But the love permeating my consciousness, the clarity of mind, the stillness, the deep knowing and wisdom was palpable during these times.
I started telling everyone I knew, via email articles, not really caring if they did or they didn’t embrace it as I was. I instinctively knew this was just about me and that the intelligence would work its way into those for whom this was meant at this point in time. I need not worry about any of my loved ones actively seeking Diksha or not. The quality of my relationships started changing immediately. I am feeling loser than ever before to people, but paradoxically more detached than ever before. A trust, an allowing has entered my consciousness. I am more open to receive, to listen, to let go of judgment. I have stepped off the judgmental merry-go-round to a real degree and am watching the play of my mind when I haven’t and that of others from a still, compassionate and trusting place. I feel like I’ve entered a field where I am behaving differently and thinking differently, but its all me more of me! A me I like and can befriend. A humble me, vividly aware of my frailties and letting them be, rather than feeling like I have to compensate for them in any way. An acceptance. The external searching for recognition and specialness is fading as a realness settles over me. It feels like a good first step and inevitably all sense of me as personality will simply merge into the oneness experience. Having had glimpses into the unity experience I have faith I will come into a permanent state of recognition of my oneness with God and all that is.
On the outer level my activities are changing and reflecting the internal adjustments. Always one to enjoy regular excursions into the bush, alone and for rejuvenation and peace, I am now seeing such beauty in nature as never before. Everything is beautiful. I avidly search out the expressions of art in nature, taking lots of photographs every day and spending nights immersed again in the beauty of what I had captured on the computer screen a dew drop on a blade of grass, the reflection of light in a grain of sand, the depths of wonder in the womb of a flower, the graceful curve of the thorn on a rosebush, the eye of the python that took up residence outside my bedroom window the very week I saw the golden serpent kundalini rise through my sushumna! As well the joy of my granddaughter coming down a slippery slide!
I am very grateful and trusting of the beneficent intent of Bhagavan, Amma and all who see the Ascension of our world as imminent and indeed happening now. It is being evidenced by me in the contrast of how ordinary events of my daily life are now unfolding, sorting out and settling into a harmony within me that leaves me uncluttered and ready to receive again, and again until God takes the final step? The intense purifications seem to be a necessary part of this sorting out for me at present and sometimes are interpreted as a reason not to do this, rather than as a sign that it is working. But I get the feeling that this is happening whether I arrogantly decide against it or not. And if I sometimes feel like Kate and Leo clinging to the rail of the vertical Titanic, waiting for the final plunge into the cold abyss, and think I can somehow get out of it, I close my eyes, take a deep breath, and let spirit lead the way the rewards are worth it! ”
- Christine, Byron Bay, NSW
